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He transfered his soul
To his imagination
His atoms were excited
And he glowed in the dark
The boiling boy
Was a picture of confusion
But he had the advantage
Of a cold start heart

~Wire
The Boiling Boy


Waiting to feel something deeper.
Punched a wall last night forgeting that my hand hasn't healed completely.
Throbbing pain just under the knuckles, fingers ache as I stroke the keys and nothing else registers. Background noise pain.
Mom crying on the phone, Grandma all alone in a home her son died in, my Uncle shattered, Dad outgunned and me a whole fucking state away. I feel like I should do more, but all I can do is sit around and wait to fly down for the funeral Friday.
My friends are all busy with plays and parades. My girl is all work, work, work. My roomies are on another world and i'm left with nothing to do but sit around and wait to say goodbye.

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